I Am the House

a poem

Tolbert
Apr 10, 2023
A view of a gray walled room with a ladder in its center sitting underneath a cut-out in a ceiling exposing duct work and register. A drop cloth is underneath the ladder and exposed ceiling full of tools, removed light fixture, and the excised drywall. Sunlight filters through the window in the background.
(2023) Home repair.

The hot water pipe burst

in a mist

from the flowering patina

on the copper

showing its age.

In our bedroom,

a drip…drip…drip

from the register upstairs,

the drywall bowing

a water stain phallus

developing on the ceiling.

When my tears burst

upstairs that night

in uncontrollable sobs

from a rose-splotched face

you were my bucket

embracing me

and the feelings

that needed caressing.

I am the house

that contains the bedroom

with busted pipes

running through it

and the water

that will find its way out

and the inhabitant

providing tender loving care.

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Tolbert

Librarian and Information Specialist by day. Queer writer of poetry, sensuality, personal experience, and health by night. Instagram @tolbert_on_medium #BLM✊🏿