I Am Tree

a poetic self-portrait

Tolbert
Oct 26, 2022
Selfie photo of writer with hair in blonde waves cascading towards the camera lens. The writer’s eyes are focused towards the upper left corner of photo and mouth is wide and smiling. Sunlight is peeking through tendrils of hair.
Selfie from 2020 where my hair reminded me of a tree’s branches and leaves.

My trunk is lined with stretch marks

showing where I have grown and aged

though if you cut through me you

would not see rings.

My branches of leaves are coarse

tendrils that curl and frizz

in humidity, change color

from exposure to the sun

and fall when there’s new growth

though no one is waiting to

jump into a pile of hairball.

My roots are under the surface

a network of heartstrings

flowing and rushing sometimes

showing themselves in my skin

giving me that hue of rosacea

though I am pale most of the time.

And like the old tree,

I make noise when I move or am moved.

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Tolbert
Tolbert

Written by Tolbert

Librarian and Information Specialist by day. Queer writer of poetry, sensuality, personal experience, and health by night. Instagram @tolbert_on_medium #BLM✊🏿

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