It’s hard not to
know
It’s hard when
they pretend to
not care
It’s hard when my
cheering eyes
turn into a
cold stare.
It’s hard to wonder
and even harder
to think
That we are not together
for more than a
blink.
It’s hard when your
warmth is nowhere
around
And even harder to find
a smile that replaces
this frown.
It’s hard to relieve the
hurt and mellow
the pain
You purposely brought me
as something
to gain.
It’s hard to love you
and not to give up
In a face of adversity, I
want to throw up.
It’s hard to have faith
in the care I believe,
It’s hard not to know
if your presence, I
will receive.
It’s hard to not need you
near me so badly
It’s hard not to know
that I love you
so madly.
It’s hard not to know
where to end my
pain,
The only thing I have known
is the lesser gain
and refrain.
